How beautifully Necip Fâzıl said…
There is no remedy when it is not meant to be… And when it is meant to be, there is no way not to be…
There are moments that cannot be shared. There are many consolers, but no one knows about the storm raging inside.
Which ones?
When the doctor comes out of the imaging room and looks away from you.
When you can’t answer your precious one and you see the light in her eyes go out…
When the doctor who came to the intensive care unit door with the security guard held her hands tightly…
When you leave in a mosque courtyard…
When you entrust him to the land you traveled with…
While you have work to do, celebrations and travels planned, the manifestation of destiny…
When you don’t know how to pick up a life turned upside down…
When you see your friends drifting away one by one…
When you look for remedies and they look for excuses…
When you can’t answer those who say you look strong.
When you can’t explain that the consolation of “time heals all wounds” is a lie, that you have to get used to it…
Most of all on holidays…
When you stop talking in case I cry
When you can’t put into words what weighs heavy on your heart…
When you still serve the table for him…
When you pick up the phone to share some good news, only to hear that the number is invalid…
On some leaves of the calendar…
When the wound just won’t heal…
When you feel a sudden gust of wind and smell her scent…
When you can’t tell the pain hidden in your smiling face…
When you can’t get along by talking.
When you remember that a bouquet of roses will no longer come to you…
When you find out that the friend you’ve been looking for for years is no longer alive…
When you forget the birthday you’ve been waiting for all year…
When you send that message to the wrong person…
When you see your loved one with someone else…
In front of the library where you remember your first love.
What ifs
Every fall
Then a subtle sound washes over you…
It is a time of testing
It is a time of surrender
It is a time of tawakkul
You hug your loved ones
You hug your dear friends…
You hug those who embrace you in every way…
You cling to the possibility of meeting in the eternal world…
